Recently, I feel that the number of times the coach gets angry to me has increased. I don't think I can praise him anymore. I've been told many times that I should never take the ball away, and I'm told that I shouldn't lose it, so I'm told that I'm spinning more and getting pissed and frustrated. I was in a mental state that I wanted to stop to play⤵︎
In my notebook on September 28, 2007, it was written as follows.
Basically, what was written in 2007 is not him to get angry for my motivation to play, and how to be praised, not him to get angry.